Here's to morning air; precise light
through gypsum walls and the smoke
of a neighbor's house on fire
that stuck on our skin for weeks, that I
didn't wash off, hoping it would
darken my hair. I memorized Anna
Akhmatova and thought of your hair. Of
winter and a log in the fire.
Instead, foraging balsam, mulled
wine, fetal amaryllis, dead weather.
Instead, familiar crowd in an auntie's kitchen,
a moon I could not share with you,
an intruding vermillion off the lake—a warm
mouth opening with cool morning words.
Instead, numb to the organs. Instead, prayer:
Oh, Lake Michigan, my winter deity, you lost sea.
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